Ok. I have had enough. Brynn and I were "ok", but of course she had to go and do something stupid. I am coming back from Virginia Beach from visiting my family. I let Brynn borrow the laptop earlier so she could do picture stuff. I tell her a couple minutes beforehand that I will be at her place to pick up the laptop. I knock and it took her forever to let me in. BTW, earlier she said she was going to take a nap on the couch. So, I go in one of the rooms and find a little friggin Mexican friend of hers crouched down hiding in her closet. wtf. She says she didn't do anything and swore she didn't, but no way in hell do I believe her. She just thought it would be awkward if I walked in seeing him there. Yeah, that is definitely not as awkward as finding him hiding in her closet. She has been lying to me our whole relationship. She does not deserve to ever have Mady. But I cannot bring Mady into this. This has nothing to do with Mady. This just has to do with Brynn being a total b**** who is so full of herself and only cares about herself. I have been the nicest person, but those damn days are over now. No more pity, no more generosity, and no more tolerance. I cannot take this anymore, and I won't take it anymore. I really wanted to punch the douchebag guy in the face. He was on the ground in the closet and I could have easily knocked him out.....EASILY...but I didn't. I did get my knuckles bloody. I had to hit something....so I punched her wall and put a hole in it. I usually would say I am sorry for doing that, but not this time. I needed to punch something, and it wasn't a person...so I think I did good. Any friendship we had is done. We will try to be nice to each other when we drop off/pick up mady...but that is it. We need time...time apart. I don't even want to be around her. I don't even want to be her "acquaintance". I just want to move away with my daughter and start fresh.
this "relationship" was such a waste of 5 years
the only thing i loved about it was the fact we got Mady out of it.....that is it....nothing else
a lot of people say live with no regrets....well i say that is bullcrap. I regret everything except anything that has to do with Mady.
There is so much more that people do not know.....
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