I LOVE music! Music can either calm me down, or break me down. Both kinda good. If I am going through a hard time, not only do I turn to God, but I turn to music. Now, I am not saying that music is a god to me. I am just saying it helps so much. I say it can break me down because sometimes I am just at the brink. That edge where I jump off the cliff into Jesus's arms or fall onto the jagged rocks of life. It is not a bad breakdown, it is just....a release of all my stress I have. I know I sound kind of pathetic, but I have always had a passion for music. Ever since I was a little kid, I loved to sing and play piano and make an effort at the guitar. I wish I had my piano. I would be playing that non-stop all day every day. Ok, so I would stop, but I think you get the point. Oh you have no idea how much I miss playing piano for the youth group and in church. I would give just about anything if I could get back into that. It can be all types of music. Mostly it is the Christian music that I love, but even classical music I love too. I LOVE the feeling when I am listening or playing music on piano (playing rarely happens) and I just close my eyes while listening or playing, and I get chills throughout my whole body. This may sound weird, but I think it is God moving in me. I know that probably sounds ridiculous. But I think it is a reminder from God saying that He is still here with me.
Music is just...amazing
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