i am just so annoyed

Well, she is out being her wild "i have no responsibility" self again. She has been gone since like 6pm or so. She came home to get contacts stuff or glasses or something, and then she left again. Where is she? I don't know. She says she is with some friends...girls and guys....gets to my friggin nerves. Especially because she said she might not be back because she is drinking. Gee that makes me feel so good now. I shouldn't care, but I do. Our so called "relationship" is over. I don't think it ever started. I should have left as soon as she got home for that split second. That would have made her stay here because of Mady. She is always running out. I am treated exactly like a babysitter to her. That is the only reason of my existence to her....i am just so annoyed right now.